I picture myself being shot...maybe its guilt for the sins I committed? Who knows....i know that the lord watches over me and will keep from this hurt and harm....but i am troubled by these thoughts that i have....i sometimes think i am crazy....back in my days where me and my bros used to do any and everything and be out all night i would find myself driving home not getting next to anyone because i felt that everyone had the potential to harm me...i now still even find myself always staying extra aware even when I'm driving in my own hood at night...i worry about my mom and sister when they are out at night as well...i feel like this is an unhealthy way to go around living my life....but it is just another thing that society has done...its so easy to get a gun...and i been young and dumb before i know how people who feel that they are invincible think...they feel like they can go around nd do whatever it is that they want...and i mean i look at t.i. and the situation he was in...older people say he dumb....da young people say he gangsta!! But me i feel like dude just trying to live...he seen his best friend die beacause a muhfucka wanted to kill him...so nahh i don't blame dude...i would have a arsenal of weapons too!! But i know one thing is sure and wont never change no matter how cautious and aware i am...what is meant to be will be in life and it aint shyt that me, you, a gun, or even t.i. change about that!! When its our time to go we gon go....just gotta make sure u live right while ya here and maybe there will be a better life in store for ya where guns and violence have and will never exist!!
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well said.
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