20 Years!!

I been alive 20 years....

Seems like foreva but dey also seemed 2 fly by....its a blessing to be hurr dis long and I came so far from where I started...never thought I woulda been in college in NYC...its crazy! I am thankful however...I have grown into something that my mother can be proud of...been thru more than you could imagine and learned enough to make me into what I see as a hell of a person...so many 20 year old people are doin nothing with themselves and im just happy that im not one of em!!...HAPPY BIRTHDAY 2 ME!!

...The Place

Somewhere we went wrong....

Jus loved strong and quicky fell.....but now we find ourselves stuck!! Stuck n a place where we wanna be but at the same time it is a place we really jus shudnt be....We stay stuck in this place because it is how shyt is "suppposed" to be....it is home....we are comfortable....we force ourselves to redecorate this place so that it feels brand new and we try to stick it out n make this place enjoyable again....but it is too late cuz the damaged foundation has caused the floors to shift and the walls to crack and its quite simple 2 see that this place has seen its best days!! So at the end of the day u realize....places get old and if you continue 2 stay stuck you will jus watch the place crumble down on u!! Time to not fear movin to a new place!!

Guhfriend...Boyfriend? Da Fuk U Mean!?

So...

Who ever said that the whole boyfriend/guhfriend thing was suppose to exist!? What is it...? It aint a marriage but yet you can't see other people!?....Its a friendship but something more....!? It involes things that are made for married people like sex! But remember you aint married!? It involves "cheating" but how you cheat on someone you aint married to?! Da shyt is a fake marriage made by society....I believe that this is not the way that society is supposed 2 b....! It is no way that when God created us(humans) he intended for us to live a life full of "mock marriages"...if you stop and thing about it....you would think da same...wtf is a boyfriend besides a friend of the male gender that it is ok to have sex wit!?...da shyt a trip!

In other countries that we criticize for women not having freedom.....they are probably actually doin what was meant to be done....they have a husband picked for them and that is that!...they don't have these fake marriages that are full of lies n sex....they dnt fuck different people all their lives.....!!

The shyt is crazy because we could never think of a society without these fake ass couples that we make....they are really nothing more den sex which leads to strong feelings for a person so when they do something like talk to another person of da opposite sex it hurts the feelings of that person n eventually leads to the breakup of the fake ass marriage and within days or weeks you are looking for the next "mock marriage"!!

Another abnormal "norm" within our society!!

*B-WIL*