Dreams...Who Got Em?

So...I been thinking a lot lately. And today while driving home i turned the music down and just thought to myself...I thought you know everybody I know wants to "make it" or "be rich." That being said...why are there so many people who do not "make it?" I mean I really cannot think of an answer to that question because it cannot be a lack of desire or dedication because I have seen people work towards something an put every ounce of energy into something and at the end of the day, they still come up short. I know that I wanna "make it" I have too many reasons and people I have to do it for...my family...my girl...and myself! I do not know the formula and I am not sure that one even exists...

But...I just gotta "make it." Some how...some way...things happen to me all the time that I never would have thought could as far as success is concerned. I have achieved more than a lot of my peers and it really shows me that its not even really about dedication and desire its more about the time being right...being right with the Lord...and just doing what you know and feel....I JUST GOTTA "MAKE IT"

Please Don't Be Scared of Meee...

Fear: noun; an unpleasant emotion caused by the belief that something is dangerous, likely to cause pain, or threat....

I can't say that I have no fear because that just would not be realistic. But fear is something that we all stare in the face...though we may not like to admit is fear is something real and it lives in each in every one of us. We change the way we live because of the things that we fear...talking to a girl and talking about something pretty serious and I tell her the reality of the entire situation and she gets mad at me and says that she does not want to hear it....now what that does I do not know...we fear knowing? Like the people who say well if 2012 was real I wouldn't wanna know....why not? Fear? Yes...

I want to know everything that there is to know and I want to face each fear that I have. God doesn't make mistakes therefore, each and everything that happens is for a reason...and to be quite honest...whether we know or hide from what we fear knowing...what is going to happen is going to happen regardless...we all must face adversities in our lives but I think I look to better myself in facing that adversity by living my life and looking fear in the face...for the girl that didn't want to hear it...if it's true it will happen whether you hear it from me or see it for yourself...