1. I LOVE RETRO JORDANS
2. Im a shoe fein period...
3. I wear Fordham clothes mo den anythng else!!
4. I eat alot of FRENCH FRIES...
5. I like dark guhs lmao!!
6. I have had 5 phones n 2 yrs!
7. I love skippin class lol...
8. I cheat on tests!
9. I hate goin home...
10. I love jiggn at parties!!
11. I fuk wit mah niggas n nobody else!
12. I eat a cinnamon raisin bagel Monday thru Friday!
13. I sleep wit 2 ppl n mah twin bed too much!
14. I neva had relations wit a whyte guh lmao...
15. I got a elephant memory!
16. I been had da same roomate since July 1 2007 n we dumb coo!!
17. I hate mah nigga Jay...
18. Me n mah niggas take ova parties!
19. Im not into Dallas clubs no mo!
20. I love 2 write!!
21. I regret things n mah past!!
22. I am slightly racist...
23. I want sum mo golds!
24. I neva wanna stop playn football!!
25. Im glad I made it to 25!
Saturday, January 31, 2009
Tuesday, January 27, 2009
Hoes....Fuckn Jus 2 Fuck?!?!
So...
Me n few friends was havin a rather "intellectual" conversation....
I realized dat we as society are pretty fuckd up....look at dis scenario....let's say I got a guh and she aint neva fuckd no nigga but me....but she cheats n fucks someone behind my back...in my mind and most any male's mind....she is an automatic hoe...? But why? She only has 2 bodies! And niggas kno aint many of us 20 years old wit under 10!? So ya kno who's the hoe ya kno??...
Niggas fuck 2 fuck all da time....but when a guh say sumthn bout jus fuckn to fuck I think...damn she a hoe...ya kno...n i wud neva fuck wit ha on dat wifey level..ya kno?!...but its coo fa us as niggas 2 do it...dat shyt a trip....
Jus anotha example of abnormal shyt becoming normative in our society....shyt crazy!!
Me n few friends was havin a rather "intellectual" conversation....
I realized dat we as society are pretty fuckd up....look at dis scenario....let's say I got a guh and she aint neva fuckd no nigga but me....but she cheats n fucks someone behind my back...in my mind and most any male's mind....she is an automatic hoe...? But why? She only has 2 bodies! And niggas kno aint many of us 20 years old wit under 10!? So ya kno who's the hoe ya kno??...
Niggas fuck 2 fuck all da time....but when a guh say sumthn bout jus fuckn to fuck I think...damn she a hoe...ya kno...n i wud neva fuck wit ha on dat wifey level..ya kno?!...but its coo fa us as niggas 2 do it...dat shyt a trip....
Jus anotha example of abnormal shyt becoming normative in our society....shyt crazy!!
Sunday, January 11, 2009
Thoughts.....
As I sit back and think....
I picture myself being shot...maybe its guilt for the sins I committed? Who knows....i know that the lord watches over me and will keep from this hurt and harm....but i am troubled by these thoughts that i have....i sometimes think i am crazy....back in my days where me and my bros used to do any and everything and be out all night i would find myself driving home not getting next to anyone because i felt that everyone had the potential to harm me...i now still even find myself always staying extra aware even when I'm driving in my own hood at night...i worry about my mom and sister when they are out at night as well...i feel like this is an unhealthy way to go around living my life....but it is just another thing that society has done...its so easy to get a gun...and i been young and dumb before i know how people who feel that they are invincible think...they feel like they can go around nd do whatever it is that they want...and i mean i look at t.i. and the situation he was in...older people say he dumb....da young people say he gangsta!! But me i feel like dude just trying to live...he seen his best friend die beacause a muhfucka wanted to kill him...so nahh i don't blame dude...i would have a arsenal of weapons too!! But i know one thing is sure and wont never change no matter how cautious and aware i am...what is meant to be will be in life and it aint shyt that me, you, a gun, or even t.i. change about that!! When its our time to go we gon go....just gotta make sure u live right while ya here and maybe there will be a better life in store for ya where guns and violence have and will never exist!!
Friday, January 9, 2009
Up Early In Da Mornin....
So....
I'm up earlier den I have been dis whole break....guess cuz im goin back.... :-)
Funny how things change....had you told me I would like bein away at skoo rather than be home wit mah niggas i'da called you a fool but i guess its just a part of growing up......I mean I still got love for all my niggas home but I mean I dnt seem to think the way I used to...I look back over my life and the things I once found fun like ridin around at all times of the night just doin nuthn but terrorizing the streets...they are just not things that are fun to me anymore...I look and think damn we was stupid...beatin ppl ass fa nuthn on busy streets for anyone to see...I really dnt know how I made it to skoo that summer lol.....but I did and I guess thats all that matters...glad things change!! I'm a better person...well gotta head to the airport!!
I'm up earlier den I have been dis whole break....guess cuz im goin back.... :-)
Funny how things change....had you told me I would like bein away at skoo rather than be home wit mah niggas i'da called you a fool but i guess its just a part of growing up......I mean I still got love for all my niggas home but I mean I dnt seem to think the way I used to...I look back over my life and the things I once found fun like ridin around at all times of the night just doin nuthn but terrorizing the streets...they are just not things that are fun to me anymore...I look and think damn we was stupid...beatin ppl ass fa nuthn on busy streets for anyone to see...I really dnt know how I made it to skoo that summer lol.....but I did and I guess thats all that matters...glad things change!! I'm a better person...well gotta head to the airport!!
Thursday, January 8, 2009
1/8/09
My First Blog
I mean I was bored tonight so I decided I wanted to write. I didn't just wanna talk to people I kinda wanted to keep like a "journal" in my life.....
So I decided to come here....
Well...Where to start?
I am currently on break from school...hating it! So ready to go back to school!! I miss my girl...!! I miss just being in my own domain!!...I mean it's just really nothing home anymore!! Most of my niggas play ball so they are really never here for long when I come home...and sure there are girls to chill with but for what??.....They really just don't appeal to me like they did when I was in high school...hopefully it's a good thing!!
But any who....
I do not understand the human race at times....
I mean we do things in life that simply degrade the hard work of others....you can look at this from many perspectives...but I wanna look at it when I talk about CHEATING.....now I use the term in a loose way...immediately when we think of cheating we think of infidelity....but not only am I speaking of that but I am speaking on other forms as well....I mean what motivated me to write this is a call I got from my cousin who is a grown, independent, hard-working, good money-making, single mother (by choice)......she called my mother in a horrified state speaking of how she had gotten home and when she walked in she realized her garage door as well as her front door was open...someone had been in her house cheating her for what she works so hard for everyday...I immediately got upset because I felt like this is just not something that is supposed to happen to good people....they earn a honest wage and someone walks in their home and steals from them it is fucked up!! The state of our society is fucked up...people are cheated for their lives daily in our society...and I mean why? If you are so sick that you feel the need to kill...point the gun at your own sick ass face....I mean I do not understand the world we live in....we grind and work all of our lives for what? A number on a piece of paper known as a "bank statement"? I mean is that a real end? I do not believe so...sure you may be happy and satisfied when your "bank statement" has digits! But while you are happy there are others unhappy because they do not have this...and you know what they do when they cannot think of any way to get their "bank statement" digits up....they cheat...they start taking from others....they sell impurities to other human beings like me and you and they receive "happiness" from this so called end....but little did they know...them digits can only make a man so happy....before he finds himself in more trouble than before....it is an on-going cycle...there is no "end" in those digits that we call "money" we are better off just trying to make an honest living and living in a righteous way....instead of cheating in life....sooner or later the cheater becomes the cheated....and we start the cycle over again.....GOODNIGHT
I mean I was bored tonight so I decided I wanted to write. I didn't just wanna talk to people I kinda wanted to keep like a "journal" in my life.....
So I decided to come here....
Well...Where to start?
I am currently on break from school...hating it! So ready to go back to school!! I miss my girl...!! I miss just being in my own domain!!...I mean it's just really nothing home anymore!! Most of my niggas play ball so they are really never here for long when I come home...and sure there are girls to chill with but for what??.....They really just don't appeal to me like they did when I was in high school...hopefully it's a good thing!!
But any who....
I do not understand the human race at times....
I mean we do things in life that simply degrade the hard work of others....you can look at this from many perspectives...but I wanna look at it when I talk about CHEATING.....now I use the term in a loose way...immediately when we think of cheating we think of infidelity....but not only am I speaking of that but I am speaking on other forms as well....I mean what motivated me to write this is a call I got from my cousin who is a grown, independent, hard-working, good money-making, single mother (by choice)......she called my mother in a horrified state speaking of how she had gotten home and when she walked in she realized her garage door as well as her front door was open...someone had been in her house cheating her for what she works so hard for everyday...I immediately got upset because I felt like this is just not something that is supposed to happen to good people....they earn a honest wage and someone walks in their home and steals from them it is fucked up!! The state of our society is fucked up...people are cheated for their lives daily in our society...and I mean why? If you are so sick that you feel the need to kill...point the gun at your own sick ass face....I mean I do not understand the world we live in....we grind and work all of our lives for what? A number on a piece of paper known as a "bank statement"? I mean is that a real end? I do not believe so...sure you may be happy and satisfied when your "bank statement" has digits! But while you are happy there are others unhappy because they do not have this...and you know what they do when they cannot think of any way to get their "bank statement" digits up....they cheat...they start taking from others....they sell impurities to other human beings like me and you and they receive "happiness" from this so called end....but little did they know...them digits can only make a man so happy....before he finds himself in more trouble than before....it is an on-going cycle...there is no "end" in those digits that we call "money" we are better off just trying to make an honest living and living in a righteous way....instead of cheating in life....sooner or later the cheater becomes the cheated....and we start the cycle over again.....GOODNIGHT
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