1/8/09

My First Blog

I mean I was bored tonight so I decided I wanted to write. I didn't just wanna talk to people I kinda wanted to keep like a "journal" in my life.....

So I decided to come here....

Well...Where to start?
I am currently on break from school...hating it! So ready to go back to school!! I miss my girl...!! I miss just being in my own domain!!...I mean it's just really nothing home anymore!! Most of my niggas play ball so they are really never here for long when I come home...and sure there are girls to chill with but for what??.....They really just don't appeal to me like they did when I was in high school...hopefully it's a good thing!!

But any who....
I do not understand the human race at times....
I mean we do things in life that simply degrade the hard work of others....you can look at this from many perspectives...but I wanna look at it when I talk about CHEATING.....now I use the term in a loose way...immediately when we think of cheating we think of infidelity....but not only am I speaking of that but I am speaking on other forms as well....I mean what motivated me to write this is a call I got from my cousin who is a grown, independent, hard-working, good money-making, single mother (by choice)......she called my mother in a horrified state speaking of how she had gotten home and when she walked in she realized her garage door as well as her front door was open...someone had been in her house cheating her for what she works so hard for everyday...I immediately got upset because I felt like this is just not something that is supposed to happen to good people....they earn a honest wage and someone walks in their home and steals from them it is fucked up!! The state of our society is fucked up...people are cheated for their lives daily in our society...and I mean why? If you are so sick that you feel the need to kill...point the gun at your own sick ass face....I mean I do not understand the world we live in....we grind and work all of our lives for what? A number on a piece of paper known as a "bank statement"? I mean is that a real end? I do not believe so...sure you may be happy and satisfied when your "bank statement" has digits! But while you are happy there are others unhappy because they do not have this...and you know what they do when they cannot think of any way to get their "bank statement" digits up....they cheat...they start taking from others....they sell impurities to other human beings like me and you and they receive "happiness" from this so called end....but little did they know...them digits can only make a man so happy....before he finds himself in more trouble than before....it is an on-going cycle...there is no "end" in those digits that we call "money" we are better off just trying to make an honest living and living in a righteous way....instead of cheating in life....sooner or later the cheater becomes the cheated....and we start the cycle over again.....GOODNIGHT